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Mar. 20th, 2006 | 02:45 pm
mood: lonely :)

Today the world feels bleak and desolate. I feel like I don't have the energy to do anything. I feel alone, but I also feel like I don't want anyone to interrupt my loneliness. I feel happy to feel this way. Like it's a release from something.

It's not a bad loneliness.. it's like a loneliness that makes me feel complete. A loneliness that exists because it needs to be filled, not one that exists to cause suffering.

I feel trapped in my apartment here. I feel like I need to play (music) and sing. I'm sure some of that is due to watching American Idol last night. There's some amazing singers on that show. But it was more of a catalyst than anything else. The desire is always there. I want to feel free and unrestrained.

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